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On Forgiveness

 
“Do you know, only a few weeks ago I realized suddenly that I at last had forgiven the cruel schoolmaster who so darkened my childhood. I’d been trying to do it for years: and like you, each time I thought I’d done it, I found, after a week or so it all had to be attempted over again. But this time I feel sure it is the real thing. And (like learning to swim or to ride a bicycle) the moment it does happen it seems so easy and you wonder why on earth you didn’t do it years ago. 
 
So the parable of the unjust judge comes true, and what has been vainly asked for years can suddenly be granted. I also get a quite new feeling about ‘If you forgive you will be forgiven.’ I don’t believe it is, as it sounds, a bargain. The forgiving and the being forgiven are really the very same thing. But one is safe as long as one keeps on trying”, wrote C.S. Lewis.
 
I would go one step further than Mr. Lewis. It is clear to this scribe that we cannot be forgiven until we forgive. The Lord’s prayer says”forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who have trespassed against us”. Very clear.
 
If we are to be the recipients of forgiveness, we must create the channel in our hearts to receive the forgiveness we seek. Forgiving others creates that channel. Admitting our own sins, and asking for forgiveness clears the debris from that channel, making clear the way for forgiveness to enter our lives.
 
Then, as forgiven spirits, we can access the peace, hope and joy of the garden God created for us here.
 
Seeking and offering forgiveness,
Z gardener

Beyond Nature

 
 
When human souls have become as perfect in voluntary obedience as the inanimate creation is in its lifeless obedience, then they will put on its glory, or rather that greater glory of which Nature is only the first sketch. For you must not think that I am putting forward any heathen fancy of being absorbed into Nature. Nature is mortal; we shall outlive her. When all the suns and nebulae have passed away, each one of you will still be alive. Nature is only the image, the symbol; but it is the symbol Scripture invites me to use. We are summoned to pass in through Nature, beyond her, into that splendour which she fitfully reflects.
 
And in there, in beyond Nature, we shall eat of the tree of life. At present, if we are reborn in Christ, the spirit in us lives directly on God; but the mind and, still more, the body receives life from Him at a thousand removes—through our ancestors, through our food, through the elements. The faint, far-off results of those energies which God’s creative rapture implanted in matter when He made the worlds are what we now call physical pleasures; and even thus filtered, they are too much for our present management. What would it be to taste at the fountainhead that stream of which even these lower reaches prove so intoxicating? Yet that, I believe, is what lies before us. The whole man is to drink joy from the fountain of joy. As St. Augustine said, the rapture of the saved soul will “flow over” into the glorified body.
 
May we, while experiencing this sketch of glory in our earthly lives, draw ever closer to the true glory that is ahead. As we live it now, may our paths be guided this taste of rapture to come.
 
Living our glory,
Z gardener

On Truth

“I suppose there are two views about everything,” said Mark.
 
“Eh? Two views? There are a dozen views about everything until you know the answer. Then there’s never more than one.”
 
Funny thing about the truth; it is always true. Even one false element  precludes something being the truth. Our views about things are not always validated by the truth. So, we should subject our views to that which we know is true, if our views are to be depended upon. 
 
Many times, “the answer’ is impossible to know without knowing the truth. The most assured way of finding “the answer” about our views is to start with the truth. Seek first the truth, then all answers will be more clear and certain.
 
Where do we find truth? The Bible says, “seek and ye shall find, knock and the door will be opened to you, ask and ye shall receive”. If we are diligently seeking the truth, we will find it. When we base our views on these truths, they will guide us toward greater truth and communion with the source of truth…God.
 
Today, let us seek first the truth, then that truth will shape our views so that we can see and live in the garden God created for us.
 
Seeking truth,
Z gardener

On Pleasure

Screwtape twists the gift of pleasure
 
Never forget that when we are dealing with any pleasure in its healthy and normal and satisfying form, we are, in a sense, on the Enemy’s ground. I know we have won many a soul through pleasure. All the same, it is His invention, not ours. He made the pleasures: all our research so far has not enabled us to produce one. All we can do is to encourage the humans to take the pleasures which our Enemy has produced, at times, or in ways, or in degrees, which He has forbidden. 
 
Hence we always try to work away from the natural condition of any pleasure to that in which it is least natural, least redolent of its Maker, and least pleasurable. An ever increasing craving for an ever diminishing pleasure is the formula. It is more certain; and it’s better style. To get the man’s soul and give him nothing in return—that is what really gladdens Our Father’s heart. And the troughs are the time for beginning the process.
 
The disciple Paul urges “all things in moderation”. This is the bulwark against our God-created pleasures becoming defiled by misuse, abuse or weakness. It is God’s good pleasure that we enjoy all the gifts of life and use them to our best good.
 
When we; through temptation, self-centeredness or pride, despoil God’s gifts, we then suffer the consequences. This most often occurs when we are down, insecure or otherwise troubled, burdened or “in the trough” of despair or hurt. This is when we must be most careful to take God’s pleasures as intended; according to the creator’s instructions.
 
The good news is, those pleasures, properly taken, are God’s antidote to our worldly challenges and our own weaknesses. So, drink deeply of all God’s pleasures, but be sure to do so according to God’s will. Then, Screwtape will have no success with us.
 
Seeking moderation,
Z gardener
 
Note: The current sources for these devotionals are the writings of C.S. Lewis. For those unfamiliar with Lewis, Screwtape is a character in one of his books, The Screwtape Letters. Screwtape is one of Satan’s minions whose job is to educate lesser demons in the dark arts of tempting mankind into sin so Satan can claim their souls.
 
Z

On Thankfulness

C.S. Lewis wrote this to a friend.
 
…I dined at the Harwoods that night and came away—on Tuesday morning—as you said in your last letter ‘thanking the Giver’ which, by the way, is the completion of a pleasure. One of the things about being an unbeliever is that the steam or ‘spirit’ (in the chemical sense) given off by experiences has nowhere to go to.
 
In a true sense, thankfulness is the acknowledgement and completion of a pleasure or a gift. The failure to thank a gift-giver robs both the giver and receiver of completion. Similarly, so does the failure of internal gratitude also deny the fruition and flowering of the gift into its full potential/completion within us.
 
So today, let us recommit ourselves to a spirit of thankfulness and gratitude. Then our gardens will flourish with the manifestations of God’s will and the recognition of all our blessings and gifts. Our full pleasure will then be complete.
 
In thankful gratitude,
Z gardener 
 
The whole problem of our life was neatly expressed by John the Baptist when he said (John, chap 3, v. 30) ‘He must increase, but I must decrease.’ This you have realized. But you are expecting it to happen suddenly: and also expecting that you should be clearly aware when it does. But neither of these is usual. 
 
We are doing well enough if the slow process of being more in Christ and less in ourselves has made a decent beginning in a long life (it will be completed only in the next world). Nor can we observe it happening. All our reports on ourselves are unbelievable, even in worldly matters (no one really hears his own voice as others do, or sees his own face). Much more in spiritual matters. God sees us, and we don’t see ourselves. And by trying too hard to do so, we only get the fidgets and become either too complacent or too much the other way.
 
Your question what to do is already answered. Go on (as you apparently are going on) doing all your duties. And, in all lawful ways, go on enjoying all that can be enjoyed—your friends, your music, your books. Remember we are told to ‘rejoice’ [Philippians 4:4]. Sometimes when you are wondering what God wants you to do, He really wants to give you something.
 
As to your spiritual state, try my plan. I pray ‘Lord, show me just so much (neither more nor less) about myself as I need for doing thy will now.’
 
On a day of new resolutions we should not expect miraculous changes immediately. In fact, a resolution to do “what we need to do” is pretty simple. Become less the “self” we perceive and more the “child of God” we were created to become.
 
The truth is this will not happen in an instant as a result of a declaration or resolution. It will mostly happen incrementally, imperceptibly on the path of small and large decisions and the resulting actions they cause.
 
The good news is, it will happen as certainly as the sun rising each day. As the sun nourishes the plants, they grow steadily but slowly; to slow to see with unaided human perception; yet, grow they do. What we must do this day and each day is to faithfully plant the proper seeds of God’s will, let the sunshine of God’s truth into our gardens, till and fertilize the soil. Then, God will cause our gardens to flourish. Then, we can live lives enjoying all that we should enjoy, and doing all that we should be doing in peace, hope and joy..
 
Have a happy and blessed new year,
Z gardener

A New Beginning

As this year comes to an end, we all have the opportunity for a new beginning in 2014. Yes, we have this opportunity each day, yet the coming of a new year gives us the added impetus to make positive changes. Marking time is a uniquely human characteristic that reflects the changing of seasons and the march of days. These natural changes reflect the cycle of birth, life, death and rebirth. As children of God in nature, we experience these same cycles and the opportunities for change that they represent.
 
May all the good of we encountered in 2013 be multiplied in each of our lives in 2014. May each of us overcome the bad that we experienced and turn it to good in the coming year. And may God’s love, grace, mercy and forgiveness surround each of us with joy, peace and hope each day of 2014.
 
Beginning anew,
Z gardener
 
Witness the doctrine of Predestination which shows (truly enough) that eternal reality is not waiting for a future in which to be real; but at the price of removing Freedom which is the deeper truth of the two.
 
Free will is a part of how God created us to be. It is integral to our becoming the children of God we are created to be. After all, our relationship with God is a call and response. We get to choose how or if we respond. 
 
If we accept God’s call, then we are assured of our incarnation as children of God. However, we must choose to follow God’s will. We may also choose not to do so. These free choices will determine our destiny and our destination.
 
Choosing to respond,
Z gardener

These Precious Ones

Father, on this holy day, as your true light dispels the darkness, shine into each of your precious one’s hearts the rays of hope this season brings. Fill every void, make whole every broken heart, unify every part in your creation and reveal the eternal communion of our souls. 

 
Father, remind us of every wonderful memory this season evokes, create in us today’s future memories of Christmas joy and join us now with all our beloved precious ones. Those who surround us, those from whom we are separated and those who watch lovingly over us from above as we sing;
 
“Joy to the world, the Lord has come. Let earth receive her King.”


Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and Season’s Greetings to all these precious ones.
 
Joyfully,
Z gardener
 
 
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On This Day

In this season of expectation, gratitude and exultation, let us put away the things of darkness and take up the things of light. Things like our family, home, health and a loving God who orders these blessings for our best good.

 
As for this scribe, on this day, twenty eight years ago, God answered the most fervent prayer with a squeal of delight and a simple “yes”. That night, on bended knee, this prayer was answered when my wife-to-be said yes to only question that mattered, “Will you marry me?”
 
Today; in gratitude for twenty eight years of answered prayers; in anticipation of many more such years and in exultation for the light she has brought into this life for her family and friends; this blessed husband and father offers his thanks for his answered prayer, and for our family’s ever-new life together, forever.
 
For all our friends, families and those we love and care about, may this season bring the answers to all your prayers. And may those answers lead each of you into the light of this season, and remind each of us to celebrate this light of peace, hope and joy that has come to the world.
 
 “Behold, I bring tidings of great joy.” The light of the world has come.”
 
In the light,
Z gardener