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On Sin

August 26, 2014 by zgardener

 
[The demon Screwtape writes:] Even of his sins the Enemy does not want him to think too much: once they are repented, the sooner the man turns his attention outward, the better the Enemy is pleased.
 
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It is really rather simple, but also very hard. God desires that we admit and turn away from sin while asking forgiveness. It is also God’s desire that we not dwell on our sin, but when repented, that we learn from it and then forgive ourselves.
 
There are no shortcuts and we must take each step. Then, we can live in our Eden with joy and gladness, which is our Father’s great pleasure.
 
Turning away,
Z gardener

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On Self-sufficiency

August 25, 2014 by zgardener

They [Adam and Eve] wanted, as we say, to “call their souls their own.” But that means to live a lie, for our souls are not, in fact, our own. They wanted some corner in the universe of which they could say to God, “This is our business, not yours.” But there is no such corner. They wanted to be nouns, but they were, and eternally must be, mere adjectives.
 
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They, like we, fell victim to the illusion of separation from God (sin). There is no separation from God, or each other, only the illusion of separation. Even death itself does truly separate us from each other; it only appears so to our limited sensory perception.

When we fully understand this and give our “selves” to God, we are simply acknowledging the Father that created us. Then we are able to live in communion with God and each other. That is living in Eden here and now. It is also shaping and developing our heaven above.
 
 Depending on God,
Z gardener
 
Author’s note: One of our gardeners has taken his heavenly throne. Please keep his family in your prayers. Z.

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On Excessive Self-Awareness

August 21, 2014 by zgardener

You are of course perfectly right in defining your problem (which is also mine and everyone’s) as ‘excessive selfness’. But perhaps you don’t fully realize how far you have got by so defining it. All have this disease; fortunate are the minority who know they have it. To know that one is dreaming is to be already nearly awake, even if, for the present, one can’t wake up fully. And you have actually got further than that. You have got beyond the illusion (very common) that to recognize a chasm is the same thing as building a bridge over it.
 
Your danger now is that of being hypnotized by the mere sight of the charm, of constantly looking at this excessive selfness. The important thing now is to go steadily on acting, so far as you can—and you certainly can to some extent, however small—as if it wasn’t there. You can, and I expect you daily do—behave with some degree of unselfishness. You can and do make some attempt at prayer. The continual voice which tells you that your best actions are secretly filled with subtle self-regards, and your best prayers still wholly egocentric—must for the most part be simply disregarded—as one disregards the impulse to keep on looking under the bandage to see whether the cut is healing. If you are always fidgeting with the bandage, it never will.
 
A text you should keep much is mind is I John iii, 20: ‘If our heart condemns us God is greater than our heart.’ I sometimes pray ‘Lord give me no more and no less self-knowledge than I can at this moment make a good use of.’ Remember He is the artist and you are only the picture. You can’t see it. So quietly submit to be painted—i.e., keep on fulfilling all the obvious duties of your station (you really know quite well enough what they are!), asking forgiveness for each failure and then leaving it alone. You are in the right way. Walk—don’t keep on looking at it.
 
 
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Walk – don’t keep looking at it. I would add, run, don’t walk. God does not want us constantly beating ourselves up. We are to accept our wrongdoing for what it is, repent (turn away) from it and move on. Caution: without acceptance and repentance, it is not possible to walk or run away from our failures.
 
Accepting and repenting and moving on,
Z gardener

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On Humility

August 20, 2014 by zgardener

You may remember I said that the first step towards humility was to realize that one is proud. I want to add now that the next step is to make some serious attempt to practice the Christian virtues. A week is not enough. Things often go swimmingly for the first week. Try six weeks. By that time, having, as far as one can see, fallen back completely or even fallen lower than the point one began from, one will have discovered some truths about oneself. No man knows how bad he is till he has tried very hard to be good. 
 
A silly idea is current that good people do not know what temptation means. This is an obvious lie. Only those who try to resist temptation know how strong it is. After all, you find out the strength of the German army by fighting against it, not by giving in. You find out the strength of a wind by trying to walk against it, not by lying down. A man who gives in to temptation after five minutes simply does not know what it would have been like an hour later. That is why bad people, in one sense, know very little about badness. They have lived a sheltered life by always giving in. 
 
We never find out the strength of the evil impulse inside us until we try to fight it: and Christ, because He was the only man who never yielded to temptation, is also the only man who knows to the full what temptation means—the only complete realist.
 
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Doing the right thing, for the right reasons and in the right way (righteousness) is among the hardest of human endeavors. Even harder is turning away from temptation; to leave undone, that which should not be done. 

In this writer’s experience, that is best accomplished by avoiding temptation, rather than trying to resist or overcome it; which only brings pride back into the mix and is likely to fail.  
 
Humility guides us to understand and accept our weakness, and says to us, “do not walk that path, it is full of temptation”.  However, if confronted with temptation, we must seek God’s help first and resist with all our capability…then “run, Forest, run”!
 
Leaving undone,
 
Z gardener

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On Immortality

August 19, 2014 by zgardener

I think that Resurrection (what ever it exactly means) is so much profounder an idea than mere immortality. I am sure we don’t just “go on.” We really die and are really built up again.
 
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I am sure human consciousness does go on, retaining all that it is and has become. There can be no other reason for our conscious and subconscious memory except that we continue to exist in all aspects of ourselves except the physical aspect.

I am equally sure that it will be an existence far beyond our current state and beyond our current comprehension, but still understandable and experienced as “us”, yet transformed completely, reborn. Even now we shape that existence by our conscious choices and actions day by day.
 
Let us shape it daily with joy, kindness, hope, charity, peace, forgiveness and love. Then, our Eden below will begin to reflect our Heaven above where we will be in total joy and direct communion with God forever. 
 
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world! 
 
Living eternity,
Z gardener
 
Author’s Urgent Request For Prayer;
 
A dear friend, fellow gardener and child of God lies critically injured today with grave prospects. Please pray for Pat, for his family and those who love him. Please ask that he recover and finish his time with us here. Thank you. Z.
 
 

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On the real meaning of heaven—enjoying God forever

August 18, 2014 by zgardener

. . . Of course Heaven is leisure (‘there remaineth a rest for the people of God’ [Hebrews 4:9]): but I picture it pretty vigorous too as our best leisure really is. Man was created ‘to glorify God and enjoy Him forever.’ Whether that is best pictured as being in love, or like being one of an orchestra who are playing a great work with perfect success, or like surf bathing, or like endlessly exploring a wonderful country or endlessly reading a glorious story—who knows? Dante says Heaven ‘grew drunken with its universal laughter.’
 
Being in Heaven is to exist in total communion with God and all others in a state of joy. They number of ways to experience Heaven are as varied as the number of souls who exist therein; as is the path there. An infinite God has created a path for each individual soul that has ever existed, exists now or will ever exist. if it were not so, God would not be God. He has also prepared an individual Heaven for each. 
 
Brothers and sisters, let us begin practicing here for our Heaven that awaits us. The more of our Eden we inhabit here, the more of our Heaven we affirm.
 
Building heaven,
Z gardener
 
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On Faith

August 13, 2014 by zgardener

Now Faith, in the sense in which I am here using the word, is the art of holding on to things your reason has once accepted, in spite of your changing moods. For moods will change, whatever view your reason takes. I know that by experience. Now that I am a Christian I do have moods in which the whole thing looks very improbable: but when I was an atheist I had moods in which Christianity looked terribly probable. This rebellion of your moods against your real self is going to come anyway. That is why Faith is such a necessary virtue: unless you teach your moods ‘where they get off’, you can never be either a sound Christian or even a sound atheist, but just a creature dithering to and fro, with its beliefs really dependent on the weather and the state of its digestion. Consequently one must train the habit of Faith.
 
The first step is to recognize the fact that your moods change. The next is to make sure that, if you have once accepted Christianity, then some of its main doctrines shall be deliberately held before your mind for some time every day. That is why daily prayers and religious readings and churchgoing are necessary parts of the Christian life. We have to be continually reminded of what we believe. Neither this belief nor any other will automatically remain alive in the mind. It must be fed. And as a matter of fact, if you examined a hundred people who had lost their faith in Christianity, I wonder how many of them would turn out to have been reasoned out of it by honest argument? Do not most people simply drift away?
 
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Yes, we must feed our faith each day. Without proper care, attention and focus; faith, like every human activity, will wither and fade. It is the nature of the universe, and that is good. For if we could set our faith on auto pilot, it would not require our conscious participation, That would leave out human will and that is not good.
 
You see, we must choose God and good. Neither is possible without our consent. So today, let us act, think and feel our faith, so it is as alive as we are.
 
Choosing God,
Z gardener

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On The Holy Spirit

August 8, 2014 by zgardener

It is quite right that you should feel that “something terrific” has happened to you (It has) and be “all glowy.” Accept these sensations with thankfulness as birthday cards from God, but remember that they are only greetings, not the real gift. I mean, it is not the sensations that are the real thing. 

The real thing is the gift of the Holy Spirit which can’t usually be—perhaps not ever—experienced as a sensation or emotion. The sensations are merely the response of your nervous system. Don’t depend on them. Otherwise when they go and you are once more emotionally flat (as you certainly will be quite soon), you might think that the real thing had gone too. 

But it won’t. It will be there when you can’t feel it. May even be most operative when you can feel it least.

From The Collected Letters of C.S. Lewis, Volume III
Compiled in Words to Live By

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Just as “falling in love” produces such wonderful and beautiful feelings, the glow of new spiritual life is sublimely enchanting as it should be. And just a real love is the product of first love, so is the gift of the Holy Spirit the product of being reborn. It is new life and light in all its glory and it is to be fully experienced.

It is not the thing however, but just the experience of it entering our lives; the rush of sensory perception accompanying  the Holy Spirit. The thing itself is the “still small voice” that abides in us; not the sound and the fury accompanying Him, but His actual voice itself that whispers righteousness to us. It is the whisper of our Father guiding us to our destiny as children of God.

“Then He said, ‘Go out, and stand on the mountain before the Lord.’ And behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind tore into the mountains and broke the rocks in pieces before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind; and after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake; and after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire; and after the fire a still small voice.” (1 Kings 19:11-12)

Leaning in and listening to God,

Z gardener

Author’s note: Another new gardener is blessing us with his presence in the garden today. He is a long time friend, devoted husband and father who is courageously facing his life with a determination to hear and follow the “still small voice”. Proud of you brother and welcome to the garden. SF

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On Holiness

August 4, 2014 by zgardener

If He does not support us, not one of us is safe from some gross sin. On the other hand, no possible degree of holiness or heroism which has ever been recorded of the greatest saints is beyond what He is determined to produce in every one of us in the end. The job will not be completed in this life: but He means to get us as far as possible before death.
 
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Without God, we are lost. With God we are perfected. 
 
Yes, it will take all of this life and some of the next to fully manifest our status as children of God. However, the outcome is certain if we stay the path. If we do stay on course we will be able to say each day. “I am better today than yesterday, but not as good as I will be tomorrow.”
 
Seeking holiness each day,
Z gardener
 
Author’s note: Today we are blessed by the presence of a new gardener. He runs a major company and conducts his life in accordance with God’s will. Welcome to the garden brother.
 
Blessings,
Z

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On Being God’s House

July 29, 2014 by zgardener

I find I must borrow yet another parable from George MacDonald. Imagine yourself as a living house. God comes in to rebuild that house. At first, perhaps, you can understand what He is doing. He is getting the drains right and stopping the leaks in the roof and so on: you knew that those jobs needed doing and so you are not surprised.
 
But presently he starts knocking the house about in a way that hurts abominably and does not seem to make sense. What on earth is He up to? The explanation is that He is building quite a different house from the one you thought of—throwing out a new wing here, putting on an extra floor there, running up towers, making courtyards. You thought you were going to be made into a decent little cottage: but He is building a palace. He intends to come and live in it Himself.
 
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How hard it may seem to turn your house over to someone else to rearrange as they choose. But that is exactly what we do when we accept God’s call. We turn our lives over to his will so that we may be remade according to God’s plan. As difficult as this may seem, the reward is to discover how to live in the Eden we were given here, and to receive the eternal birthright of those reborn as God’s children.
 
Knowing this, let us all say, “Come into my house, Lord and make me into your temple”.
 
Being God’s,
Z gardener

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